~MoO MoO~

Monday, November 21, 2005

i would love to hate him. A year has passed, and now he comes and tells me that he actually missed me. Please... can we just not start? My heart can't take another heart break.
If you don't mean it, don't say it. Even if you do mean it, i've decided to move on, so... just keep it to yourself k? I don't wanna be reminded of the past anymore. I would rather stay lonely, sad, depressed and helpless than to have a short period of happiness only to go through hell later on. (really?) I would rather cry now cos i don't have anyone around to support me than to cry everynight later on cos you decided to be a jerk again. I would rather not have anyone to message when i'm in a bad mood than to message you only to receive no reply. I would also rather hug my purple hippo to bed than to hug you and know that your heart is not with me.
I've decided to move on. I know that i need to move on. So please just don't come back into my life k? As much as my love life now is quite blank, it's definitely much better than when you were around. So... comments like you regret having thrown certain things and people aside, you missing spending time with me and you always ready to be there for me should be kept to you yourself. Don't tell me all that. I don't want to know and i don't need to know. Once is enough...

YYY